Monster Side Addict

I am young but a fool
I am stupid but I'm cool
I am kind but I'm weak
I can turn the other cheek
All I wanted was to find a friend


I just can't hide my monster side
I can't control the loss I feel
The loss I feel


If I had another chance
I would peacefully advance
But as I'm fated to be here
Resigned and ridden by my fear
I should love my self but my vanity
Loves someone else


I am the best there is
Until all there is
Is hot air
Unfulfilled I take it out on you
Because you care
And because I love you
I expect you to be there


I just can't hide my monster side
I can't control the loss I feel
The loss I feel