Heartsick My Ruin

late night catechism speaks me to sleep
a lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
i can't remember how i got my last scar
the bible tells us jesus was a rockstar
a prayer under pressure of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure of violent anguish
early morning exorcisms keep me awake
seven stars surround me as i burn like a saint
i can't remember why my knees are so sore
the bible tells us mary was a whore
a prayer under pressure of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure of violent anguish
there once was a girl and she suffered from sickness
mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses
tried to pretend it was all in her mind
but i know her voice when i hear mine
god are you listening
i hear you in my room
as hot as the moon on the tenth day of June
there's no sleeping for me
i'm losing my faith
love is not safe in a world filled with hate
heart sick
i'm sick
still sick
my heart is sick

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