Counting The Days Hundred Reasons

cannot understand why you're doing this i cope i know but you must know it's not all about me or jealousy i had i do care could've destroyed a time ago don't take you for a fool but you're rushing things and do i stand by while you don't listen i don't care you can do what you want the mental pictures i had of you were always more than this what he doesn't know could still hurt him so i choose to wish you on your way but please just be someone just for me as i want my peace pleased to see this place you're after why do i feel like i don't belong