Forget Me Disembodied

how much do I need to find happiness
will i find it in this or will i die trying
i tried
i lied
i tried
i died
It only goes so far
only lasts so long
how much do i need to be nothing
drown my thoughts
drown in my material needs
drown in my ego
drown in me
drown in my love
drown in my hate
in my emotions
forget me
forget it all
drown in me
forget it all
drown in me
forget me
forget it all
drown in me
how can it be.